I know this is a silly , but it seems like fate always goes against me, a string of bad luck is one thing, but when what u desire or want comes and rubs it in ur face, it really sux ***. even dieing doesent happen to me, when i was little i tried to hang myself, and the rope ripped, bleed myself but missed the vain (im not suicidal, i was just a curious kid) I know im being melodramatic, given the fact that people live in worse circumstances. And im sorry if i sound like some goth or emo kid, cause i hate those queers But times where im supposed to die, i live little decisions i make (like taking a different road or waiting five minutes), too many times to be coincidence. It just seems like fate just rubs death on my face, but doesent let me go passed it. I dont really wanna die or anything, but i wouldent mind it happening if it did. I mean im not looking forward to live for much, except little stupid things that keep me alive and satisfied. I feel like im alive just to be laughed at.
2006-12-23
06:10:19
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