Having been on the dating scene for waaaay too long, and not really getting anywhere, last weekend i went 2 a party for some mates. While i was there. I had a few too many champers, and ended up staying the night with a very old friend of mine. (by old friend, i mean "have known for a long time" old!) Anyway, I have worshipped him for over a decade, roughly since i was twelve. He had a fair bit to drink too, and I'm a bit frightened that may be the only reason we spent the night together. Ive managed to avoid him since last sunday, but tonight he will be at another party I need to go to. I'm not the type of girl he usually dates, being more 'normal' looking, as opposed to 'model' type....and, to cut a long story short, I'm terrified I'm going to either say the wrong thing, or get my heart stomped on. A very long time ago, i resigned myself to the knowledge that nothing was going to happen, but for something to happen, and me to be rejected afterwards, would be more than i could bear.
2006-12-01
18:35:05
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talz_talz
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