Ive been with my boyfriend for over 3 years now, he is a heavy drinker and is drunk most nights, so its no fun for me - hence to say that some aspects of our life are none exsistant, and it makes me so down. But when its good its great! But hes very depressed a lot. I was speaking to someone on line and we met up and things happened. And yes at this point everyone is going to slate me and tell me that I shouldnt be doing this, I know coz I feel really guilty but at the same time I want to be happy. Im so confused and dont know what to do. Yes I know its unfair on my other half - I wouldnt want it happening to me but at the same time, he doesnt treat my feelings with respect when he drinks.
Its such a mess. Part of me is thinking to not see the internet chap and fess up to my chap - coz its weird and didnt think I would feel like this and Ive never done this before - Ive always had it done to me. I have so much in common with the internet bloke tho. Its so hard. Please help!
2006-11-01
03:21:13
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passionate_angel101
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