I cut myself. I have scars on my arm, and now I have the burden of trying to hide them every day. Sometimes I get so fed up with it, that I don't care about hiding it and just try to keep my underside of my arm hidden. I'm worried about school, what will my teachers think or say if they see it, or how about if they already saw it and I didn't know? People always tell me I look tired. This is mainly due to how I naturally have a darker shade under my eyes, but when I don't get sleep it looks much worse. Now that I sort of have stopped cutting, I feel like punishing myself in other ways such as forcing myself to study and not sleep, and maybe allowing 2-3 hours of sleep, running for 2-3 miles without stopping, not eating for about 6 days, etc. My sister tells me I look like I'm on meth because I have bad acne and look tired all the time. And then there are the days that I'm withdrawn and trip on the stairs even. Will my teachers start to notice this I don't want them to think I'm weird.
2006-10-02
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