Most of my question are about this person, three years together, then a break up , we were gonna get back together and all i had to do was break up with my new boyfriend but i couldnt and then i lost my ex for good. I was so young and i didnt kno what i wanted, i was scared that he would leave me again so maybe i chose the saftey route with the guy i knew wouldnt leave me, like my first love did. My first love promised he would come find me several years after we broke up and i hope he does, i have tried to e-mail him and apologize but he ignores me, he was my bestfriend and i love him so much and miss him with all of my heart. I think hes happy now and i dont want too ruin his happiness but i miss him so damn much and i feel like i need closure. I am really haveing a hard time jsut forgetting the past, everyone who says to do so well it isnt as easy as it looks, and well i dont think i can handle feelin this way muhc longer its alreid been a lil over a year, someone please help....
2006-07-31
19:53:09
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