I'm ex army and college. I read a lot of books and I watch a lot of CNN. Every time I turn on the TV, All I see is destruction, and this breaks my heart. I even turn on the local news here in Dallas and I see all of the evil here, Houston, San Antonio, and all over the Nation. All I see and is pain and suffurage. All of this Iraq crap, and other wars all over the world. I know god spared my life in combat and helped me get over shooting the enemy in combat but man, all of this is unnessassary. Growing up I use to want to be a preacher but now Im numb. No love, no anger, just numbness. I haven't prayed to God in over 2 yrs, because I felt he ignored my prayers and wishes. I've learned to sew my feelings by listening to Morrissey and the Smiths, and I learned to harden my heart by listening to Tupac throughout the years. Why do we suffer. Why did my mother suffer until she was murdered at 25. Where was God the one she told me to pray to everyday. This is your GOD
2006-07-28
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