I asked this in the family category and didn't get any answers, so I'm asking it here.
My mother told me a long time ago that she basically wished that I was never born. Her exact words to me were, "If I could change it, I wouldn't have had you kids." I have two other siblings. Knowing how she feels about the whole situation, it explains a lot about how she treated us as kids. She was never there for us, her boyfriends were more important to her. When I was a kid, if it hadn't been for my grandmother, I may not have had clothes to wear, and food to eat. I'm now 26 years old, and I can't stop hating her for what she said, but I find myself constantly wanting her approval of me, just like when I was kid, and she brushes me off like I don't matter. It really hurts. What the hell is so wrong with me that I can't grow up, and move on? She's never going to change her mind. And I'm always going to be the reason her life never turned out right.
2006-12-16
08:51:54
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Death's Beautiful Angel
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