I have been fighting through and for life for so very long now, and I am tiring. I do not believe in harming oneself, and would never do that. I am simply tired and worn out from my life journey so far. It has been more difficult than someone from Western civilization could imagine. I'm not whining about it, simply being brutally honest.
I am a single parent of seven, grandmother of two. I'm finding that my daily fight for survival feels rather hopeless. Doing things alone all the time takes a lot of energy, and I often can't see positive results from my efforts.
I give myself positive reinforcement when I can, but sometimes there just isn't anything in me to give myself. I'm empty, depleted, and tired. Sometimes a person needs another human being to encourage them to make it through a day.
That is what I am asking.
Please acknowledge me, even if it is simply as a citizen of this earth. I often don't even feel I am that much.
2006-10-30
11:18:15
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