I know this is a pathetic question, and i should answer it myself and say "Jo, just go to bed and shut up, it is late." I get down sometimes and it is my own fault because i looked up my dad's name on the internet and found newspaper articles about him being murdered- it does my head in - but i still read them, because i mostly only think about him regarding that, because thinking nice things upsets me, and then when i think about what they did to him i get upset and angry but it makes me feel close to him. Normally i am so positive and i have a great life and am so grateful for what i have, i am rambling on - sorry. .. it's just that sometimes i want to cry about him, he was so lovely and caring and my best friend. The person i liked most in the whole world and they kicked him to death just because he was there... i don't like to dwell on it, because he wouldn't want me to. I am doing so good getting on with my life, i don't know what this question is all about. sorry :)
2006-08-06
14:04:54
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