I know that i'm only 15 and i might just be at a phase, i'm not even sure if i'm gay, but just thinking about the possibility that i might be, (since i have been sexually attracted to males for the past 3 years), i just can't take it. i never chose to be this way, and i never wanted to be this way, and just thinking about telling my parents, it just crushes, i've actually been having these suicidal thoughts, i just think that i would rather be dead than be miserable for the rest of my life. I know people are just going to say that i need to accept it, but i seriously think that i can't, i already hate myself that i might be and i wouldn't be able to take it if my parents would hate me for being like this.What's the point in living if all you have in your future is most of the world hating you because of something i never even wanted.What should i do?
2007-01-19
14:59:25
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Martin
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