I'm married female newlywed, and have a few gay male friends with whom I go out to dance clubs every now and again. One in particular I fear I have a crush on. He is very affectionate with me and we get along but he is totally 100% gay. After each time we meet I am fantasizing about him for 2-3 days later. I've let him kiss me and dance very close with me, both things I don't think hubby would like. I get a lot of enjoyment from the affection from my friend yet sometimes rationalize it saying its all in good fun, he doesn't get anything out of it and it "doesn't count". But I do feel guilty bc I do get pleasure from it, love his kisses and know that my husband would not like it if another man kissed me, gay or straight. Tables turned I wouldnt like it either. I'm just so starved for affection, tho. Hubby never has sex with me.. he's just turned off or something.
Help!
2006-11-08
06:50:01
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