my self-esteem. Every time I see a girl that looks perfect on T.v. , Magazine, or the Internet, I'm constantly comparing my self to her and I think I'm ugly. I know my boyfriend loves me for who I am and stuff, but I'm also constantly comparing myself to his ex's. It's a habit and I can't stop. He's told me time after time that I'm sexy and beautiful. I hate bein' this depressed about it. I've tried counseling and such, but it doesn't help. I use to be both anorexic and belumic, but I had stopped it before it got way out of control. I was like this before I met my boyfriend and now, it's even worse now that I'm with him. I wanna change my thoughts, but just can't seem to do it. It's not just my boyfriend's ex's, but anyone else that I see. So, my problem is that I'm constantly comparing myself to those really pretty girls that every guy drools over and I'd like to be one, but I know that I couldn't ever.
2006-12-21
12:33:51
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