See, uhm... I don't know what kind of feeling is this, really. But, I secretly like a guy friend of mine. I am sooo secretive and hidden about these kinds of feelings because I don't trust anyone... even those who are dear to me. I just hate it though.
Well, this particular guy has a "past". He's branded as the bad guy or whatever. And me, I'm the school's resident nerd. I'm classmates with this guy and he's pretty cool, actually. I just don't know if he's really sincere. Though, I know he doesn't like me.
I'm just happy seeing him. But, imprisoning these thoughts and not even telling my bestfriend or even a single loved one about this bothers me.
I just seek my solace in my diary and writing in my, indeed, private journal.
My heart's so heavy. But, I'm afraid of what'll they think of me when I tell. Is being secretive bad? Help!
2006-11-04
03:18:29
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Louie
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