I am hoping that I can get some support on this. I have not been able to get pregnant for almost two years. For the most part, I try to be as optimistic as i can. but recently, my good friend told me she is pregnant. All the sudden I am hit with all of these conflicting emotions : jealousy, pain, sadness, etc. I am not daring to ruin her joy so i have not let her know of my struggles for a baby and that i am anything less that ecstatic for her. but this is wearing on me.. i find myself pulling away, esp. when she is showing me all of these pictures of how far along she is and talking about it 24/7. it also doesn't help because i suffered a miscarriage at 8 weeks and that is how far along she is. it is painful to hear about how big the baby is, the heartbeat.. thinking about my past loss and my present struggle. i don't want to lose her or have her catch onto my discomfort.. what should i do?
2007-01-01
07:23:52
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