i spend all my time making others lives better but no one gives a toss how i feel when its ME.
i need to get out of the rut i'm in, sick of crying, sick of hiding, and SICK TO DEATH of being on 'form'
if i even venture to say whats wrong if asked (note:IF) The response is usually, what THEY have wrong with THEM, like its a bloody contest who feels worse, sick of cheering everyone up and being kicked to the wayside.
I'm happy 90% of the time but this last week has been my all time lowest, in terms of a stalking abusive EX, a shallow step dad - and some health issues.
I've been dealing but i'm not coping.
where do i even begin to to get happy again?
I've gone for walks, done crafts wit the kids, made tents, I feel like a complete failure..I'm sure its temporary, its so not like me, Just typing this into a stupid site thats likely to attract MORE neg comments to grind me down is like self battery..
maybe i'm on the wrong site.
any good ideas?
forums? help?
2006-08-01
02:38:34
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9 answers
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littlestarr02
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