This past december my gramma died, I came home to find out that my roommate used $400.00 in heating oil in 3 weeks, I cant make ends meet, when I lay in bed, all I can think about is of ways to die. I've bin wanting to open a store front since 1997, finally get my chance only to find out that that idea is yet another failure. I'm scared to death of telling my GP because they're gonna stick me in a little 7x5 room until they can ship me to a facilitiy that is better equiped to handle me. I cant hold a job for very long. Everything I own I eventually sell to buy cigarettes, I've had 2 vehicles this year and in a 5 month period, 4 jobs.
I had surgery on my right knee back in Feb. 2006, now my left knee is doing what my right knee did 2 years ago. I'm permanently gimped.
And today I OD'd on tylenol not intentionally, just can't handle this day after day after day extreme pain anymore, its like a tooth ache that keeps getting worse. It clicks when I bend it. I'm tired of waking up hurting
2007-01-27
13:53:32
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