My bf and I have been together for 5 years. We were high school sweethearts, and I love him very much. He is my best friend, we have great chemistry, and I get along with his family well. The only problem is that his career is going to require him to be gone, on a ship, without a conistent phone, for t least 11 weeks at a time. I know he could get a shore job but he doesn't want to, and it is becming more and more apparent to me that I am having a very hard time being happy for him. I am supposed to see him for the first time since August, tomorrow. And I am supposed to go with he and his family for Thanksgiving... Part of me wants to run away and not see him at all- while he's been away, just slip away from it all, instead of seeing him again and strting over.... But I know that that will make me crazy. I miss him so. What should I do?
2006-11-15
11:48:27
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nycgirl2003
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