Sometimes I wonder if I was even the right type of guy to date a woman. I loved her with all of my heart, but I had anger issues, and she had irrational jealousy issues. I think I may have been somewhat Narcissistic. I don't know. But we were together for 4 years, I had to have been doing something right all of that time, or we wouldn't have been. I remained faithful to her, though she believes falsely otherwise. My anger was a problem, though, and that may have been the root cause of our seperation, and my self-esteem dwindled as I put in so much effort at work, but never got credit for it, and saw people put in less effort and get praised more. I am going through a breakup, and I think a mid-life crises at the same time. I really wish I could have my ex back, but she is very stubborn and bullheaded and doesn't want to take the blinders off, and see that I only have the two issues. I have been trying to work on my anger for many years, even before I met her.
2006-09-27
07:13:59
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The Lonely Skywolf
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