I'm a recovering alcoholic and have been going to AA meeting for 3 years but have had a number of relapses. Almost exactly a year ago my ex-girlfriend left me.
I've been going back to meeting, but still, after 3 years, I have yet to make a single friend. Things are more difficult now since about every man that I know has tried to date her, and at least one has slept with her.
I'm not sure why god wants me to live out the rest of my life so unhappy and lonely. I'm going to give it 3 more days (including today).
On Saturday is my ex girlfriends 1 year sober anniversary. We were going to go out, but she changed her mind at the last minute. She has alot of sober male friends always hitting on her.
I've decided that if my lonliness doesn't end, or if another AA doesn't befriend me by the end of Saturday nights meeting I'm going to buy a bottle, drink it and hang myself.
Please don't suggest medical care as I cannot afford it. I do not qualify for any govt aid.
2006-07-27
11:34:47
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