Before you post any dumb things, know that I am NOT an attention whore, I am serious!
Lately, I find myself wanting to be thinner... Actually, I've felt that way for a lot of my life. I'm 13 and I sometimes want to be anorexic. Not the I'm-so-skinny-I'm-about-to-die anorexia, just the my-stomach-is-really-flat-and-I-look-perfect kind of anorexia. I just want to be skinny. I like my body except for my upper legs and my stomach. I don't know why. I'm guessing it's from my 4 siblings calling me fat all my life. I'm just really confused. I don't even really want to be skinny, I just want to love myself. I wanna be happy with who I am and what I look like. I'm currently seeing a phyciatrist about my self-esteem problems, but I don't think it's woorking. I'm just really confused about my body. I'm at a point in life where I worry what everyone thinks about me. I want to be accepted. I could seriously cry because I just want to be normal. I want to be happy with who I am and confident--
2006-08-18
15:17:44
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