Am I selfish to want to act my age?
I sometimes wish that I didn't have all these responsibilities... I don't have any kids, but I am taking care of my family. I work full time and go to school. But sometimes I just want to go away and get lost in a bunch of bad ideas.
I don't want sympathy because I hate pity.... But I feel so bad for wanting to just run away, in a sense, and get crazy and let go and just do something totaly crazy. Like run off to Vegas and not worry about bills, mortgage payments, no making ends meat and how the hell I will pay for books.....
Is that selfish?
why, do you think, can't I stop thinking this way?
Just wanted to add that I don't regret helping out and I don't resent my family, but I don't know why I am feeling this way.......
2007-09-11
12:36:34
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*Veronica*
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