For the last 4 weeks, I have been depressed and feeling suicidal. I cannot talk to my school counselor because she will call my parents. I cannot tell my friends because they will tell the counselor. I am thinking about carbon monoxide poisoning myself... I just have been getting terrible grades, my teachers hate and yell at me, my parents don't care they are always sleeping. They are upstairs sleeping like at 11 in the morning while I am downstairs on the computer. My life is falling apart. I do not know what to do, I have already brought a knife to school, but I just could not slice my neck, it would hurt. I do NOT want to live anymore and I am getting horrible F's in all subjects and am falling behind and I am being talked about behind my back... I am fat and ugly... I do not know what to do except carbon monoxide poisoning myself... What am I going to do?
2007-11-17
10:22:52
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