Every so often, I mean once every day or two, I get a really violent mood swing when I literally go crazy, I scream and throw stuff around and self-harm, cutting and headbanging, and most of all, I don't know the reasons for them. I feel nothing during them, only blind boiling rage. I could be listening to Nightwish, all calm and relaxed, and suddenly my head is like the cuckoo's nest. Deep down inside I know someday I'm going to snap and kill someone. I'm a 16-year-old girl and have been on antidepressants for two years- please don't just say "see a counsellor" because that does nothing for me.
2007-03-02
02:06:40
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Ran
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Mental Health