I've been battling my feelings for this woman for a few months now. I first met her 7 or 8 years ago, she was my older sister's best friend. I guess having spent so much time with her, somewhere along the way, I fell in love with her. But she's become a beautiful woman, whereas I'm not very attractive. She's dates a lot of guys, and since she drinks, well... does something else fairly regular.
It absolutely pisses me off the way all these "pretty boys" treat her, and I'm even pretty upset how I'm overlooked because I'm not "handsome" or "confident" or whatever. But I still love her. It was about a month ago I moved away (until April 3rd). The temporary move is unrelated, though my reasoning was being heartbroken. I try to keep myself occupied, but my mind always goes back to her. Just the little things, like the way she laughed, stay stuck in my head.
Sometimes it just feels like I can't take it anymore. Sometimes, I honestly wonder to myself, am I crazy?
2007-02-18
03:42:04
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Jared C
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