This may sound strange, but I just got married and I dont like how my husband touches me sometimes, I was sexually abused as a child by my own father and I dont know if this has anything to do with it, also my mom didnt care for my boundaries too much and manipulated me all the time so I didnt learn to be very assertive, we had premarital sex a lot because I was so scared of telling him I didnt wanted to, I felt dirty and I felt stupid becasue I know is very irresponsible, he has repetedly told me that he didnt know I was so against it that he would have never forced me, most times I have sex with my husband without wanting to, but I dont let him know this, so Ive kinda developed some type of repulsion towards sex.
My husband wants to touch me sexually all the time, he gets frustrated because I am so scared of sex, he says that the urge kinda builds up on him and that he tries not to show much how he feels for respect to me, he has told me that he would never do anything I dont want.
2007-02-05
03:49:43
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