Situation: I consider myself straight. Always been ONLY attracted to females.
Problem: Art College, after freshman year, everyone had to leave dorms, & move into apts. Found a roomate who's straight. After a year, everyone in this neigborhood, (big trashy dudes) on that street called me "gay", "fa*g", even this one mother & her daughter, when ever they saw me outside, for a year, & threatened me as if I were gay/bi.
I was so shocked, I felt emasculated. I started to believe them, feeling, "if thats what everyones calling me, do they see something about me I don't know?" I didn't have a girlfriend, & it was hard for me to meet girls,which made it more fustrating. I started questioning myself so much that I would torture myself watching gay porn to see if it were true. The porn made me sick. After months, I actually started to get turned on by very feminine looking guys being submissive durning sex in porn.
So am I bisexual now, even tho I've always been attracted to girls?
2007-01-22
19:36:50
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender