All categories - 20 October 2006

I think it is wrong, I met a girl Jessica when I was about five we were inseparable for many years. She was less than a month younger than me but she had graduated a year and a half early than me, and she had already started collage heading for a medical degree. When she was about eleven her family moved away, when she was thirteen her family finely moved back to our home town of Hallsville, Mo, when she was fifteen her family moved to Columbia, Mo we had started dating about two month before they moved, we continued dating. On April 20th her seventeenth birthday I asked her to marry me, she told me yes, but she would like to wait entail I got out of collage which was only in about three years. After that I was the happiest I have been in years but that was not to last. In May, she found out one of my friend was throwing a kegger for his graduation party, she asked me if I wanted to go over and over, but I had to do some work so I could not go with, the last time she asked I kind of snapped at her and hurt her feelings. So Jessica asked one of her friends Kim from collage to go with her, from what I was told they had a little too much to drink at the party. The next morning I was feeling bad for snapping at her so I got up early, picked up some red roses and went over to here house to apologize to her and to tell how big of an *** I have been lately. But her car was not there, so I figured that she went over to her moms and dads house. I called her parents house looking for her but nobody was not there, so a called her friend’s cell phone and I did not get any body, so I called my buddy that had the party and he told me that they left about 1am. So I went back home to wait for her to show. About 2 o’clock in the after noon I resaved a phone call from one of my buddies telling me how sorry he was and asked me if there was any thing he could do for me, I asked him what he was talking about and he told me what had happened. They was driving back home after leaving the party, Jessica was sleeping in the passenger set and Kim was driving, Kim was so drunk she did not see the train on the tracks or she thought she could beat it. The train hit the car broadside; the police think Jessica was killed instantly; Kim lived for a little more than a day in the hospital. The next day I went over to her parent’s house, I went in and her older brother saw me and started kicking my *** for not going with her, because I do not drink and I would have been a sober driver, her father told me to get out of the house and that that he never wanted to see me again. Her father and brother blamed me for what had happened to her, later that night I got a call from Jessica mother telling me she was sorry for what had happened earlier and I should not show up at the funeral, she was afraid the Jessica father would shoot me. To find out he was very serious about it to, he was packing a 9mm. So I did not go to the funeral, but I did go to her grave the next day. She was the love of my life; she was five feet tall angle, with ice burg blue eyes, blond hair that was so light it almost looked white in the sun, lightly tanned skin, and light as a feather. She was the only ray of sun shine in my life, for the last five years I have been living in shadow. Most of the people I knew from back then tell me that I am not the same person, that I am more hostile, that I have a hatred for the world around me, I have problem letting any body in to see the real me and I take unneeded risk with my life. Which I can agree with them on some things.

2006-10-20 21:37:20 · 11 answers · asked by Sir CJ 3 in Singles & Dating

Why does flirting make someone feel happy and good on the inside?? Anyone know?

2006-10-20 21:37:09 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Singles & Dating

'm 26 years old, attractive and I think I have a nie personality. However, all the guys I've dated after my 8 years relationship, all said the same thing to me: I AM TOO CLINGY AND I DON'T TRUST THEM! They are right. For 8 years I was comfortable and alway had a boyfriend around, but my ex cheated on me, so I am having trouble trusting ALL MEN. Now I am seeing this hot restaurant manager, who I truly feel is the most sincere guy ever. He told me that he likes me a lot and just let his action show me how much he likes me. However with his 16+hrs, 6 days a week, he hardly ever has time for me. And to split it amongst his friends and family, I'm really talking just hrs/week. Also he came up to me while I was eating at his restaurant, I feel like if he comes up to me he can go up to anyone, right? But this guy already introduced to me his best buddies and his dad (I was over at his place when his dad arrived from Missouri). I shot pool w/his dad too.Confused! Help! What should I do? :(

2006-10-20 21:37:03 · 7 answers · asked by Gina C 1 in Singles & Dating

2006-10-20 21:37:03 · 15 answers · asked by Anonymous in Religion & Spirituality

We have a freeview recorder with a hard drive. We have brought a Gold scart lead thinking that would work but hasnt. Does anyone know if its possible?

2006-10-20 21:37:02 · 2 answers · asked by VernHead123 2 in Television

2006-10-20 21:36:57 · 14 answers · asked by hamsa 1 in Diet & Fitness

(dbz) vegeta, trunks (yugioh) yugi ,kaiba ,bakura ,marik (naruto)sasuke , kakashi, naruto

2006-10-20 21:36:50 · 13 answers · asked by kvcreom 4 in Comics & Animation

who is honest and attractive in love with a guy?

2006-10-20 21:36:31 · 4 answers · asked by mdo72000 2 in Singles & Dating

I am interested in local traditional liquors (from natural products)that can be prepared at home

2006-10-20 21:36:14 · 2 answers · asked by elmamelenia 3 in Other - Food & Drink

Nascar - Allstate tv ad.......My guess would be the driver, the redhead, she's hot.

2006-10-20 21:35:48 · 14 answers · asked by Anonymous in Auto Racing

2006-10-20 21:35:24 · 6 answers · asked by jusfolk29302 1 in Maintenance & Repairs

2006-10-20 21:35:07 · 8 answers · asked by torolocote 1 in Religion & Spirituality

i am looking for ideas esp between port campbell and portland? any good bargain accomodation? places to visit? eat?

2006-10-20 21:35:02 · 8 answers · asked by lisa s 2 in Victoria (Melbourne)

2006-10-20 21:34:50 · 2 answers · asked by daisy 1 in Internet

i want an mp3 file..

2006-10-20 21:34:33 · 6 answers · asked by lordprince22 1 in Music

i have an administrator account in my sisters pc, but i think she did something with it.

i dont have any toolbars in all of my folders, even the formatting toolbar is gone(the one that contains 'file' 'edit' view' etc. i think its called standard toolbar). how can i restore it?

and more details: it runs on xp pro.

thanks! ^_^

2006-10-20 21:34:24 · 3 answers · asked by jinomeeh 1 in Other - Computers

2006-10-20 21:34:15 · 5 answers · asked by ladykat 2 in Other - Computers

If i eat 6 small meals a day , for breakfast is two pieces of fruit enough as one of my meals or too little ?

2006-10-20 21:34:09 · 9 answers · asked by maya s 1 in Diet & Fitness

The last one to answer this question is judged the most intelligent person ever to live on the face of this planet with all the positive traits unanimously!

2006-10-20 21:33:56 · 39 answers · asked by The False Prophet 2 in Jokes & Riddles

2006-10-20 21:33:53 · 17 answers · asked by heyhi 1 in Polls & Surveys

hello everyone. i have a new english h.w and i want u to help me doing it..there is a paragraph that i want to summarize in 25 words.. then to read the summarizing and summarize it another time with no more than 15 words..actually i tried to summarize it and i will write u wut have i wrote but first i want to write the paragraph itself..
here:
It was a star vastly than our own sun. For hundreds of years this giant star burned brightly in its corner of the universe. Then, at the end of its lifespan , a bizzare thing happened. The dying star began to collapse on itself. while the star was was in its death throes, all the matter that made up the star measured no more than a mile across. Its matter was so tightly packed that a chunk of it the size of a small marble weighed as much as a mountain.

2006-10-20 21:33:25 · 3 answers · asked by Anonymous in Homework Help

When one turns to faith for answers, they have ceased to "reason" or to seek their own answers. When one ceases to "reason", they have stopped exercising "free will". God's supposed greatest gift to mankind was "free will". So it stands to reason that if there was a "God", then he would not want us to run our lives based on belief in him, because we would cease to look for our own answers to life's greatest questions. (This is not an argument against God, because it allows for the existence of an unseen, unacting God).
Therefore God either doesn't exist, or exists but remains unseen and unacting in order to allow us our "free will". What this argument DOES put forth though, is the idea that organized religion, and the act of making one's decisions in life based on unsupported beliefs in an omnipotent God, is a mistake. This is because there is either A) no God, or B) a God that wishes us to live our lives without consideration of him.
SO WHAT DOES EVERYONE THINK OF THAT????

2006-10-20 21:32:55 · 20 answers · asked by Anonymous in Religion & Spirituality

2006-10-20 21:32:20 · 4 answers · asked by Pearlerboy 2 in Internet

2006-10-20 21:32:14 · 4 answers · asked by Rajesh 1 in Other - India

Im 16 year old from Sweden.Have been playing electric guitar for 9 years now and im quiet at it.Have already played Vai,Satch's covers in afew live shows...but I really wanna be famous myself...I play guitar for like 6 hours everyday and have a good control on what i do...found some good musicians(drummer and bassist) recently to make a band but how can we improve the band and reach the higher levels?we are all 16

2006-10-20 21:31:33 · 5 answers · asked by The dude 5 in Music

whatever it is, 5 points ?

2006-10-20 21:31:26 · 10 answers · asked by Hey Polly 5 in Polls & Surveys

I need help! I broke up with my new girlfriend Savannah, because I still have feelings for my ex-girlfriend Melissa, and a couple days later, on the phone, Melissa said "I'm sorry, to tell you this, but I have a new boyfriend!" But I can't trust her with anything anymore, because she's a liar, and I still can't stop loving her, what do you think I should do about this situation?

Thanks!

And, God Bless!

Also, I don't really believe that Melissa has a new boyfriend, and I think she is just saying that! What do you think about that?

And, if you tell me to get back with Savannah, there's a problem with that, the problem is me and my best friend kind of switch girlfriends, before the problem, with Melissa. So now my best friend is with Savannah, and I don't want to ruin their relationship!

What do you think I should?

Should I forget about both girls, or try to get Melissa back?

2006-10-20 21:31:24 · 12 answers · asked by Uncle Bryan | Tío Bryan: Sevant Of Jesus Christ 4 in Other - Family & Relationships

long long ago in a galaxy far far away, i got a baby rat. a few days later i got a baby hamster. then the next month i got Leela. i put them together and they are inseperable. Leela(hamster) without star (rat) is like jelly without peanut butter. Leela has had some big scares in her life. she got wet tail more times than i can cout, she is better now though. tommy(hamster) star and leela are the perfect posse.

2006-10-20 21:31:19 · 13 answers · asked by kikozoid 2 in Other - Pets

What are the muslims feeling since this might be the last day of Ramadan? many are happy for the celebration of Eid al-fitra.

2006-10-20 21:31:18 · 11 answers · asked by ***clumsy clam*** 3 in Ramadan

....anything kewl, psych, retro, .........whatever anything but rap music...

2006-10-20 21:31:07 · 6 answers · asked by bogey0415 1 in Music