met a man online& we email, call,chat 10 times eachday.we've the same nationality but he lives in another country.for months we never met but will meet soon.we say we r so in love.might sound silly as we havent met but he depends on me so much.do i love him?sometimes i feel i do, espcially when we quarrel and i think i may lose him.and i know my heart is tender to him.but he's very hot tempered and so passionate which i like but it also makes me feel insecure or obliged. then at work, i met a man of different nationality.he's 30 years older than me, but am attracted to him& he to me.I feel so safe with him&unlike with the first,i feel he's mentaly mature.i never thought i'd have feelings for older man.now the first guy doesnt know about this and i feel so guilty, yet cant tell him cos it'll kill him.but i dont want 2 betray anyone and do not want to hurt the first guy cause he has been doing nothing but treating me well though he is controlling.sometimes i think i should let go of both
2006-08-06
23:17:51
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