Pretty much everything depresses me, or puts me in a sad mood. I feel like Im not real, I just hate everything around me. I want so bad to just run away. Not that I even have to, b/c Im 19. But I just want to get out of this "life" Im living. I hate it. I wish I didnt feel like this, but its so hard to just shove the feeling aside. I dont know anymore....I dont know what to do to make myself appreciate what I have, and to stop thinking that if i actually "ran away" my problems would be solved. I know this is probably really confusing. But I dont know how to feel better!??
I just want to actually enjoy hanging with my friends, instead of always wishing I were somewhere else, and that things were different.
What should I do!?
2006-07-12
02:38:37
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