HI, I am here because I need your help. I meet a person in my job in 2004 and after we become a couple. During the relationship, I did not love him, I always treated like ****. I did that because I was in love with my ex. During 2005, we have a lot of trouble, we broke up and we back, broke up and back. He always took good care about me; he was there all the time for me even though I treated like ****. The day of his birthday, I did spent with him and he passed in his own. Now I noticed that I love him so much, that I feel that I cannot see him with other woman except me. I have been losing weight, I was 185 when I was with him and now I am 136. He saw and he said that He can’t be with a person that he doesn’t know. That I am stranger he was with a fatty girl and now I am slender. He said that I have to gain weight to be with me again. However, I don’t want to. I feel sexy, cozy, and secure. I love him a lot, I can’t live with him ( I DON’T THINK SO) but I want him so bad. He always reject me when I want to do love with him but he still said that his in my boyfriend but he never call me, touch me, makes love to me, so what the hell? What should I do? I am getting tired in writing and sending love letters, love balloon, singing love song. Do I have to give up and follow my life? Please help me; I am depressed continuously every day. Thanks.
2006-06-23
21:50:18
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