ok, i am 19. when i was 17 i met a guy, well man, that was 26. i was very reluctant to start talkin to him. but he was very persistent. i was a senior in high school. i was a "good girl". i went to church every wednesday and sunday. i didnt drink or smoke. i was a virgin, i had actually never kissed anyone before. so i start talkin to him and all that comes crumbling down slowly. i am totally different from how i used to be. i now have a 8 month old baby. and i get so depressed because my life has changed so much. i feel like i lost what was left of my childhood and my innoncence. i love my baby with all my heart. but sometimes i wish i would have never met my ex. who, by the way, talked me into getting pregnant then cheated on me the whole time i was pregnant. i feel like when i think like that, by regreting it, i let my child down. i want to stop feeling this way.
2006-06-11
17:23:30
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