Why I want to end my life: Because I always screw up friendships, and I loose people over and over again, I keep wishing I had a different family, even though I don't want to wish that. Because people mean everything to me, I don't mean anything to them, and I can't continue giving and giving until there is nothing left to give because all I want to do is give, but I just don't have enough, yet I have way too much, I'm seriously confused, hurt because the ones I care about the most always end up leaving me. I've always felt like I have infinite love for everyone overflowing out of my heart, and now it seems like it'll never stop leaving me emptying into a bottomless lake. I just wish I didn't hurt so very much, but my pain is unbearable.
2007-01-05
19:29:31
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Bedam
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