I'm 13 year old girl. Everybody I know thinks I have anorexia, probably it's true. I see myself as an ugly person which is fat and which doesn't cost a thing. My parents are soooooooo worried. They keep taking me to doctors, they want me to become "normal".I have depressions all the time. I was thinking once that maybe I should kill myself, but I didn't, and I don't know why I didn't make that decision. My life is horrible, I mean my "in my head" life. Everything outside me is perfect. People tell me I'm pretty and skinny, but I don't believe them, I just thing they are lieing to me! It makes me even more miserable, I'm crying all the time, I can't do this anymore. I have dreams that will never come true. I want to be a model, but I know I'm too ugly for it. And I will always be , then waht's the reason to live?! I don't have one. I don't know what to do. And the worst thing why I thing that about myself is because I've never had a boyfriend. Guys think I'm too ugly and too fat!
2006-08-01
20:22:56
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