Hi, It seems to me and my friends that I always develop attachment for people who won't care about me. usually, I fall in love with straight russian guys. My friend told me that i do this because actually i'm very afraid to develop a relationship with someone, intimacy, so I'll always fall in love with people who will reject me so that I don't have to go deep. Then I told him a story about something that happened in my childhood and although I know it's very revealing i think I should share: when I was 06 years old I saw my parents ahving sex on a couch, and my daddy was penetrating my mom with a bottle of beer, although she didn't want it, but finally agreed. Since then, everytime i think of sex, well, you guys know what I mean, I don't feel so good....what you think? I'm in love with this straight russian guy who has a gf. Could what my friend told me be true?
2006-10-09
07:49:34
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