Why do I always get sudden urges to do things, and while I do them, I feel that they're justified and what I should do. Sometimes I think differnet things. Sometimes I believe in god, sometimes I don't. Sometimes I feel justified in an action, sometimes I don't.
Take today for instance. I have a military reserve weekend at my local reserve unit, I went in at 7am.. around 8 am.. I got bored, cause all we ever do is sit around and pretend to do stuff. So I went to my car, pulled the seat back and took a nap.
About an hour later, I drove off base, and parked in a local shopping plaza under a tree and once again took a nap. Why? I don't know! Then later on, I checked movie times on my phone, and I caught a movie at the movie theatre. After that was over, it was 1pm, and I said you know what. I'm going home. So now I'm at home. Why?
I DONT KNOW!!!!!! But at the time I felt like I was doing the right thing, and now I feel like an idiot.
2006-08-06
06:46:57
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Jay
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