a long time ago margie and samuel adopted heather. Then heather had me. She couldn't take care of me because of drugs, alcohol etc. So, margie and samuel adopted me. I don't know who my biological father is. Then in 2000 heather had another baby, kyleigh and she knows who the father is then 3 years later she had another one Brayden, and she knows who the father is. Right now she is pregnant with her 4th child. I don't know why this is so hard for me to deal with. I want to spend time with heather to get to know her better, but everytime i do i have an anexiety attack. My heart starts racing, and i start to sweat. My blood pressure goes up really high like 145 over 93. (that's what it was the last time any way. I am not really sure what to do. I am fine with just heather's kids, but then when she comes that all changes. WHAT DO I DO? I am seeing a counselor, but i don't think that it is helping. I take Welbutrin XL for depression, and a sleeping pill. Nothing seems to work. What do i do
2006-06-07
05:59:22
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