When I was a kid growing up, I was always popular among girls. True...I had a charm, the looks, and personality. But I never had a serious relationship, I guess because I never worried about it, and just enjoying all the attention to make me feel good inside. I was full of confidence with the way with girls. Anyways, I am 40, never have been married, has no job, and no one seems to even notice me anymore. It seems so sudden, everyone around me was getting married, and now having kids. My emotion and inner feeling has not grown out of it, in many ways, it was because I have been suffering from anxiety disorder and depression since 14 or something, and did not even know it until I was almost 25. And it got worse. Woman are so important part in me, probably to many men, it gives us a sense of life, direction, support, and confidence. I know I should have it in me alone, but for some reason I never had it on my own....anyways, I miss my teenage life, and now I've turned out to be nobody.
2007-03-24
18:36:33
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