20 y/o college student in a relationship of 1 yr, living with a great guy whom I love. My problem: I find myself being overly clingy and moody with him. Little things, like him playing video games, grow into huge problems. I usually catch myself and apologize, but I get depressed because I see what I've done. He doesn't deserve this, but I can't help getting angry or sad over tiny things that take him away from me for even small time periods. Despite this, he's asked me to marry him when we graduate. This has brought up things that I'm not ready for, like the topic of children. He doesn't want any and I don't know what I want. Plus, it scares me. I feel like I have more growing to do. I love him deeply but I'm not sure if he's "the one." I don't want to be obsessive or dependent, but I don't have any good friends. He's all I have. I don't recognize myself anymore. I love him and don't want to lose him, but I miss the strong, independent girl I used to be, the one he fell in love with.
2007-03-12
06:24:33
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Morgan
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