Okay, friday my best friend Alie stayed over [I am in love with her.]
Well, we went to the mall, and did what best friends do and all. Than we went home, and played on the computer, than it was night time.
Both of us were on my bed and we were talking about life...than I hugged her, she hugged me back [it was such a sweet hug.] Than when we were done hugging I told her I loved her, she was like 'I know'. Than I was like 'I know you dont love me'. She than was like 'I just cant like you that, i can only see you as my best friend...' I answerd her in 'Buy you like anatlie and you dont even know her...and im your best friend...' she than said 'i know'...than 'what do you want to do? im bored...' Which is like Alie to change the subject...
Well, later on..1ish, Alie was complaining about how sleepy she was. I was like 'I dont want to go to bed i want to stay up all night.' She than was like 'If I let you kiss me will you go to bed?' I was like '...yes' So I kissed her like...12 times. Than she was like 'okay, lets go to bed.' Than I answer 'only if you let me hold you.' she agreed in that so I held her in my arms...
But later...I belive it was 5:00, I woke up and streatched than looke over at where alie was, she still was asleep, so i moved over to her and put my body against hers...and, without asking, she snuggled me back. -wierd- I was dumbfounded, but i snuggled back, and hugged her for the rest of the night...confused though...
In the morning, we were alone in my room and i was holding her down alot [I do it alot just to prove im stronger]. And than she started biting me, which she knows is my weakness [i like biting]. Its almost as if she wanted to turn me on...or confuse me...
Later on, when we were just about to leave to drop her off at her house, me and her were in my room alone again and I looked into her eyes and made a purring noise and nuzzled her shoulder. She than was like 'hold on...' And she listend to if my mom was outside the door or not. Than she kissed me, and i kissed back. I than wanted more so I kept kissing her lips, and she kept kissing back...but than she was like 'no' and turned away. I was like 'Alieee' And I leaned my head closer to her lips and kissed her, she didnt kiss back than...and i stared at her in confusion...
My mother later came in telling us to get into the car to leave [she knows nothing of it.] And than we dropped her off...
[[I hope this explaination wasnt too confusing...]]
I am now so cofused...does she like me? Or is she just playing with my heart? She says she loves me only 30%...and that she cant love me completely...is that possible? Because i can only love her fully...Help me please ...
2007-03-04
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