I have been confused as to what my problem is. I used to want a girlfriend, but now I don't. I kind of stopped wanting one after last year. Last year, I got rejected when one of my friends asked some girl out for me that I didn't even tell them to. I got rejected, as I expected, and I was furious at my friends because they embarrassed me bigtime. I gave up looking for a girl after that, because I decided that it wasn't really worth my time, and maybe I'm not that attractive. Now, I get bitter when I hear anything about romance. I don't know if it's because I am somewhat jealous, because I don't want to be. I am thinking about joining the military, as I have always wanted to be in the military. I consider myself a soldier, because I am tough and unemotional. I guess you could say I am just not too romantic, not that I want to be romantic. I just could not fanthom the idea of giving a girl flowers or making out with a girl in front of everyone. I am afraid to show love, I guess.
2007-02-11
07:10:29
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