its 3 months now after the break up, i feel like i havent changed my feelings, i still have this painful feeling that i want to be with this person more than any1 else but cant, gets more confusing cos she says she stills likes me but never gets in contact with me after saying so .........
cocaine has helped but only for short periods i dnt want to continuously take it, as i will get hooked, only when im really down do i take this, i think in the morning when i wake up, not a lot, just something to get me out of bed and stopping making me feel so down,
i dont want to tell her how i feel , she already knows, reason why we broke up cos i scared her, cos i told her or continuously told her my feelings for her.
Anyway donno what to do, im giving her some space but i blame myself for what happened.
any comments would be appreciated thanks in advance
2007-02-09
11:19:46
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