We've been together for 9 months now and it's been a roller coaster but i know i love him and he the same for me. The only problem is I am bipolar, and it's not an excuse but for anyone who has ever dealt with an illness of this nature knows how hard it is for families, friends, and lovers, to be involved with a bipolar person. I know there are a million of times when i pick fights with him just to get a reaction, or just becuase my mood has switched from happy go lucky to angry for no apparent reason. He doesn't get it and I feel like there is only so much I can do to educate him about it. He wants to be there but when he is and he says something stupid to me bcus he doesn't get it i become so angry and unforgiving, i push him away and feel lonely bcus i don't think anyone gets me and since i think he's the one i was hoping he would. I told him he is better off staying away from me bcus I don't know how soon I could change and I'm hurting him in the meantime. Now I'm full of regret.
2006-11-22
04:48:54
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LoveLeighe
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