I thought I was gay, but I may be asexual of some sort.
Since I was a kid I was attracted to other males, fantasized, etc, but when I had a boyfriend who I felt attracted to, I was turned off physically
However, I never fantasize about women, & can look at nude women all day, it does nothing for me. But, to my shock different women have aroused me in their presence. But it was a reflex, no real interest, like a sneeze.
Result: Ive never had sex, because Im partly attracted to and turned off by both genders. Like Im a gay trapped in a straight's body, or that I'm just not sexually attracted enough to either gender to have sex.
I suspect it may be phermonal: like I may like the results of testosterone (muscles, deep voice..) but repulsed by its actual presence. So the look turns me on, the olfaction turns me off. Vice versa with women
I'm not depressed about this, and am happy with being in a platonic relationship. I'm just curious if this is uniqe, what it is called, etc
2006-07-28
09:23:58
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