I have a friend that I have been friends with since middle school. We have a history together. We are both bi. I have feelings for him even though I know things can never be. He is engaged He talks to me about girls he sees around and I dont get mad. But he mentions a guy looking at him or hitting on him,i feel angry and hurt. Its like I tell him, everytime we are together and/or do special things i worry that it could be the last, that he will replace me. i tell him i can never replace him. he knows how i feel and doesnt mind just as long as i accept that we can be no more than friends. we talked about it a long time ago. i said i was find and that there were no feelings. scared i would push him away. so i ask if he knew then what he knows now would we not be the way we are? he says no, but hes glad he didnt. he claims i wont be replaced and he's not tired of me. just weird feeling and wondering what i should do, think, or say to him. dont know if being immature or annoying.
2007-02-26
04:43:09
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