I am a 37 year old female who is still hung on the guy she left over 20 years ago. How could this be?!
He did nothing but cheat, lie, steal, etc. when we were together, yet he was my life. The day he hit me, 7 years after we first met, was the day I left him. I knew he had hit his ex before me and had always told him I'd leave him if he ever hit me. I guess he knew that would cause me to leave like cheating never did.
I know that I don't miss HIM, or even US, I only miss what I WISH WE HAD BEEN. So, why can't I get over him? It's been 20 years! I still keep in contact with his family, we have a son together, I always know where he is (maybe not exactly, but life wise) and how he's doing. I dream of this man 2-5 nights a week, making my current relationship with a wonderful man seem doomed. I've been to counseling and am a certified freak, LoL. Manic Depression/BiPolar Disorder/PTSD. I really want to be over him and able to love again. Is there a way to get him out of my system?
2006-06-23
06:56:59
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blahnoklahoma
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Marriage & Divorce