I'm 22 years old and I feel worthless and about ready to pack it in, and I have no idea why.
I'm not suicidal (yet), but I'm to the point where I could be driving down the street and wish that someone would hit me, and that I'd be out of my misery. And when I think things like this, I also think "Would anyone really miss me?"
I feel so alone, and with no direction. I have no job (my past couple of jobs have made me so depressed that I'd cry in the stalls of the washrooms), I'm heading to school next year but I keep thinking that if I gave up on the jobs, am I just going to give up on school?
I have no boyfriend because a few years ago I was extremely hurt by my one and only long term boyfriend, and I feel like my heart has a scar across it now.
My family and friends have become so distant, that when I say I feel alone, I honestly mean it. Sitting in a dark room, with no one but my thoughts.
I just want to feel better and have motivation, or at least know what's wrong. Any help?
2007-07-12
17:10:38
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