After 3 1/2 years with a guy, whom we both lost our virginity together with, I broke up with him (went to college, long distance thing got to me). In that next month I dated another guy and had sex with him. Then I realized I made a HUGE mistake and got back together with my x. He took me back right away, said he had been crying while we were apart and all his family said he was depressed too. Now I love him more than ever, but the guilt is killing me. even though we were not together, I feel like i cheated cuz sex means a lot to him and he swore to only do it with one girl. I never told him because it will only hurt him, and there is no way he can find out unless I tell him. I think about telling him but then when I imagine how crushed and broken down hes going to be, I cant ever imagine to go through with it. I know everyone make mistakes and I should let it go BUT HOW???? HELP PLEASE!
P.S. I swore never to do anything like that again, I want to marry this man and I made up my mind
2006-11-06
18:42:12
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