I look at his old online journals and torture myself by thinking about how great life must have been with them, he was going through his second divorce when we started talking, and his first 8 yrs ago, he married his 2nd wife after knowing her only 4 months and there are journal entries while me and him were talking, about how much he loves her, when he told me it had been over for a long time..also at the end of his marriage he went to visit a "friend" and they had sex, he then told her he loved her...(this is still a month before we even spoke) Still it hurts me and I dont know why.....What can I do...Is this normal and can I get over it.
I have never been married and feel we wont have a dream wedding because he's done it twice already.. :-(
2006-08-03
07:33:17
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