i live in a one bedroom flat on my own battling long term psychiatric problems. im isolated, ive socially withdrawn, ive lost what little confidence i had..i dont feel i can go out and face the world anymore..i have so many racing thoughts in my mind, i cannot think strait, i feel disorganised and jumbled up. my memorys become very bad to, i cant remember all the racing thoughts that wash through my brain one after another..i feel crippled by this mis diagnosed illness, i was told personality disorder but i think i have an illness like psychosis or clinical depression. i feel detached and dissassociated when i go out, have problems with trance like staring at people, then i have aggressive outburst and seem to lose control. i have no energy to do anything, wash up, brush my teeth, get dressed, tidy my flat. im despairing because i feel im trapped in this situation an can never get out. i wanna find a nice girl, i want to have a good job,i want to emmegrate & find a better life,but feel
2007-02-15
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