Lately I've been feeling like I really need to do something reflecting my emotions and stuff, but everytime I try, I get upset.
I wrote for a while, then one day I realized it was no good despite what everyone said and I quit what I had been working on for months. I've been trying to write things since, but I get upset and for some reason I just can't go on. I have plenty of ideas, they just never get carried out.
I tried to draw, I can't draw, even when it's scribbles it's ugly and not good enough so I quit.
I tried painting, playing clarinet, sax, piano, guitar, just talking to people, but nothing ever helps. I talked to a friend and he said I sounded obsessive compulsive about it, so that got me thinking about perfectionism. Am I just a perfectionist? Untalented? Touched in the head? Or don't I understand?
2006-07-27
04:28:52
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Steph
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